why am i so scared to ask
now
i got to lie and act again
i really want to go to VBS free of guilt and lies,
after all, it is a vacation bble study
how?
what do i do nowww?
im so scared mummy or daddy will find out.
its tmr, the next day and 7 and 8.
how
its alot of days
i can't keep lying to them
why did i not ask them?
perhaps, i was too scared of their answer
i really hate this phobia thing
really really hate it
i want to ask them normally
why cant i
TELL ME WHAT TO DO LORD
TELL ME IF SHOULD LIE AGAIN
ALTHOUGH THE ANSWER IS SURE NO, BUT IM NOT GAINING SELFISHLY
AHHHH. IDK
i really dk what to doo now, and anymore
not in mood to post abt today fun day alr.
haiz
xoxo
kylie
