omgomgomgomgomgomgomg. i cant believe 2010 is passing so fast lurh! its like zoom, 6 months past alr.
nonononono
im not prepared for another fail round at lit!
nonono
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yep. till then
seeya!
f50! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY CG((:
ILOVEYOUALLVERYVERYMUCHH!~
XOXO
kylie
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
hahah. so true:/ yup, it hit the jackpot,
hahah, i will post abt the church camp when i have time.. its in my draft(:
yeah, through that 3 longlong messages ____ sent me, i realised i'm too over sensitive :/ i read inbetween people's lines and over analyse everything and anything:/ I did not know that in the past, but now i know. If i continue acting this way, being so sensitive to what other people think about me, being so insecure. People will gradually feel uncomfortable with me. I'm not sure why I'm like that too. So insecure in how people think of me. But____ sms made me realised that i just got to be secure and confident in what i am doing, I must believe in myself and be confident and not insecure, cos God's always/forever with me(: There are so many things i want to say to _____ on the sms, but i don't have unlimited sms! So i made it short, and i just want to continue what i left out, although _____ doesnt read my blog(;
Dear ________,
I am very thankful for your guidance, advices etc. to me for the past year and this year(: You have changed my mindset about me and life. I really want to thank you for that! You opened up a new path of life for me, one with God, you made me see how life is worth living after all and what i am living life for. I know i am oversensitive and insecure:/ but thank you for finally pointing that out to me personally. It feels more realistic when someone points it out to me personally. Thus i have decided to heed your advice and just be simple/secure and confident. I will always remember that God is forever by my side(: I hope i can think maturely through the word of God and act like a real grown teenager((: although i say this words often to you and f50. i just want to say this again, as your sister in Christ, ILOVEYOU, THANKS FOR SAVING ME(:
LOVE,
Kylie(:
I'm done. but i really think the first sentence really applies to me(:
tmr there's ROCK PARTYY! AT ERIKA'S HOUSE FUNCTION ROOM!~
GONNA BE BROKE BUYING DRINKS, TOYS AND CHOCOLATE(: WHO INTERESTED TELL ME ASAP HORH
OKAY. IM GONNA TOUCH UP ON MY CAMP POST!
XOXO
Kylie<3>
heyys xD
going for camp from 14-16. pls try not to text or call me tyvm!
xoxo
kylie
I'm sorry, i'm confused, i'm sorry. i'm really sorry.
idk what got into me
it just feels like everyone's ignoring me
i really had no intention of making you feel that way.
i really feel everyone's ignoring me.
on fb, no one comments on my wall or post stuffs on my wall.
//I MISS JKYYY )):
i wanna go out with jky soon ):
celebrate my bdayy!
waaa~
i wanna cry alr.
please make me happier.
xoxo,
kylie
Labels: tears just won't stop
I really dk what to do.why am i so scared to ask
now
i got to lie and act again
i really want to go to VBS free of guilt and lies,
after all, it is a vacation bble study
how?
what do i do nowww?
im so scared mummy or daddy will find out.
its tmr, the next day and 7 and 8.
how
its alot of days
i can't keep lying to them
why did i not ask them?
perhaps, i was too scared of their answer
i really hate this phobia thing
really really hate it
i want to ask them normally
why cant i
TELL ME WHAT TO DO LORD
TELL ME IF SHOULD LIE AGAIN
ALTHOUGH THE ANSWER IS SURE NO, BUT IM NOT GAINING SELFISHLY
AHHHH. IDK
i really dk what to doo now, and anymore
not in mood to post abt today fun day alr.
haiz
xoxo
kylie
