Harroww! im countingdown tgt with friends on msn for 2010!! hehe. ok, no crapping noww. 1/2 and hourr more!! NOTE: i will be adding more things as the days come if i remember anything else.
2009:
BAD THINGS
I got hurt, i hurt myself, ppl hurt me, physically, and emotionally.. damn. and yeah, with time, i healed. i met alot of setbacks and disappoinments, i cried th most this year.. :x i got bullied, i was almost at the darkest points of my life. I flunked literature, i fell out with my best friend, i grew apart from my ex-best friend, i lied alot :x got backstabbed, BETRAYED, gossiped about, found out that my dad controlled me too much.. and etc..
GOOD THINGS:
I met alot of good friends in Church((; i met f50! the awesome group of gal(: i got SAVED. i am now a christian(: i did braces, i grew closer to yun and ru. I overcame my fear of ____ . andandand... lemme see. i forget le! oh yahs, i made alot of very good friends for life. i realised my life's worth living after all, i decided not to think ______... finally a true teenager((:etc..
MESSASAGES TO FRIENDS:
YI RU:
heyyas jie! jiayouu in anything and everything you do alrights? i think im gonna send u a letter, so if u r reading this, pls tag mi or sms me ur add!and right, thanks for being there always for me when i was down and felt like crying. me hearts u forever!! i kno u had some isses in sec school, me too, just wan to let u know that i will foever be with you whenever u need me kays? im just a sms/phone call/msn away((: GANBATTE for 2010!!
JIA YUN:
HEYYAS JIE! u r a truly great friend and person with awesome personality! just take the temper down a notch and u r a perfect person((: i know we are not really THAT close, but just want to let you know that i will always b there with u whenever u need me, just like u did wif me((: GANBATTE for 2010!!
Nicole:
Hey suju best friend((: thanks for being there for me too. my door/heart is open to you whenever u need advice/consoling. i know u had a pretty rough experience round oct? but no worries((: i will always be there for youu! GANBATTE for 2010!!
Joy:
Hey! i know u wouldn't b reading this, but i just wanna let u know that u r a great friend and i hope we keep in touch often! Do well in CG!!!(: love u always..! ur letter is really damn touching, i cry u kno? thanks for standing up to me in class. GANBATTE for 2010!!
DIDI[lucas]:
Lucas, i dunno why u so naughty this year lehh, but right, try to control cann? dun everytime lash out at me when i did nothing wrong): GANBATTE for 2010!!
Belle:
Dun b so emo alr okkayy! life's worth living!! cheer up! everyday tell urself that todays gonna b a great day! I will always be here for you whenever u need me(: thanks for all ur useful advices and consoling msgs(: GANBATTE for 2010!!
Sin Yee:
HEY Girl! NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I WILL SUPPORT U! GANBATTE for 2010! love u always! regalrless whether u transfer school, u will always be my best friend(:
ERIKA and all f50 gals]:
Hello! I really want to let u gals know that u r such an awesome group of ppl(: thanks for bringing a small on my face whenever i go there((:
ERIKA~ I seriosuly wanna thank you for bringing me to church and getting me saved, without you, i thi k i will still be stuck in my own world(: thanks alot((:
AMY~U r an awesime leader((: awesome person with great character. I know u can bring f50 to greater heights((: thanks for comforting me((:
RAYNA~hey sis((: thanks for giving me advice too((: I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. sisters isn christ forever((: cos u like thxm, and i like thxm too. and cos our bdae's on same month. so close to each others(:
ENLE, MARISSA, DENISE, PEI EN, VANESSA, ANGIE, GABBY~ hey! thanks for being there for me9(: ily gals((:

AHH crap! i wanted to post thi sexactly at 12.00.00.00 but now so late lerh! 10 mins latee! EEEE. NVM!! next year 2010 end of year i promise i do exact time(:

EXPECTATIONS for 2010:
1)IWISH TO DO WELL IN MY STUDIES
2)I HOPE TO HAVE MORE GANS
3)I HOPE JKY CLIK!WILL FOREVER BE TGT
4)I HOPE ME EX-BEST FRIEND WILL KNO WHAT HAPPEN AND SALVAGE THIS RELATIONSHIP
5)I PRAY TO DADDY GOD THAT I CAN STAND UP FOR MYSELF NEXT YEAR.
6)I PRAY THAT I WILL BE FOREVER FAITHFUL TO DADDY GOD(:
7)I HOPE TO HAVE MORE FRIENDS IN SCHOOL AND OUTSIDE.
8)I WISH TO HAVE MORE CLOTHINGS!
9)I WISH TO HAVE MORE ALLOWANC$!
10)I WISH TO BE MORE FILLIAL AS A DAUGHTER TO MY PARENTS

THERE! 10 EXPECTATIONS FOR 2010! I REALLY SINCERELY HOPE THIS WILL BE A GREAT YEAR FOR ME AND FOR ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS AS WELL((: jiayouu KYLIE! jiayouu in everything((:

KYLIE HEARTS MY FRENS 4evur!

OHMYGOSH. i seriously cant understand what's ur fricking problem? Is it a CRIME to sing songs that u know on the radio? So what is u r tired? its NOT a crime. Singing is for everyone. Neither can STOP neither. So whats the point of saying u r tired? and u dun like it when i sing songs that comes up on the radio!?!?!? what thr FRICk is ur fricking problem? frick off cann? kns. spoiled my mood for the whole night. Came home from an AW3SOM3 party[BBQ] then, u come and fricking spoil my supposedly fricking happy mood. HAPPY NOW?? U FRICKING ASS HOLE!?? what the frick is ur really fricked problem?? sorry, im seriously too PISSED too express in any other way then the word FRICKING. cos im really pissed. He SPOILED MY MOOD FOR NO REASONABLE REASON. is singing songs with the radio a CRIME?? frick off. and right, why CANT i have the camera for a few DAYS?? u got a NEW one already right? still want to control the other one. why must i have a reason to keep the cam? u really get on my nerves everyday you know. and right, is it NOT ALLOWED to use the computer?? U can control me meh? although u controlled me when i was in p5/6. im now SEC 1. CANT I JUST HAVE SOME FREEDOM and PRIVACY and PRIDE?? I SERIOUSLY DUNNO HOW TO TELL U THIS, BUT FRICK OFF!!! NO-ONE WANTS U POKING UR NOSE IN EVERYTHING HE/SHE DOES! WHY ARE U SO UNCO-OPERATIVE. I BELIEVE I HAVE EARNED UR RESPECT LONG TIME AGO. ISNT IT TIME FOR YOU TO GIMME THE RESPECT I EARN ALR????
sian.. im starting to talk like amy. u know. sian...sian.. whatevs.. im so pissed lahh.....
anyways, great party at Marrisa's party(: thanks for inviting me babe((: and yea, 30th JKY clique! going buy clique clothing!!!!! YEAHHH!!!! MOREMOREMORE NEOS LER((: now, i got one folder full of it(:.. HAHHA.

oh yeah, yesterday the yesterday, tricia sleptoverr((; after the christmas gathering. superb FUN!!!!!! AWESOME MANN!!! we slept at 3((: funfunfun!!

Then, we slept till like 10?? and went down for brkfast of PANCAKES((: and maple syrup and BUTTER!!~ damn shiok luh!! then, we went up back to moi room, and played makeup. FIRST time, i managed how to control the mascara alr(: and we used eyelash curler too(; awesome! HAHAH. then, charmaine they all came to visit us, cos they just came back from Macauu. holiday(: then spent time with them, tix left at 12.30 :( so little time): next time must stay 2 nights okayy!!!! yahyah. then, ride bike with di to park. play awhile, then go home, rest, bath and went to Marrisa's hse(: then, went to her house, and slack there, then, we help to bring down the things for the BBQ down to the pit. Then, we took lots of pics[group/f50[without erika, she came late/]solo] pics on the couple of rocks[gigantic ones]. then went to playground to take pics and playy. played dog n bone, and we took jump shots[with erika and without]. jump shots are seriosuly so cool cann? so much funn!!!! awesome(: then, we took lots of pics lorh.(: camwhore((: pics will be on FB by one of the gals i think((: yep. thats it
HE just came IN my room and asked what time is it?[cos i must end at 10.30] im so bu shuang can? how can liddat de?? WTFF
now pissed agains..
Kylie

We wish u a merry christmas!
We wish u a merry christmas!
We wish u a merry christmas!
And a HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!! lOVE U GUYS!!!! AWESOME TIME AT ENLE's HOUSE(:
TATA
Kylie

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OMG, im so cranky noww. u know why? cos my braces is making it so pain for me to talk, or even eat. i can't eat ANYTHING at all except porridge. I cant een BITE! can die de lorh.. noww is super painfull lahh... Wth. pain until can cry...
OH ya, service was AWESOME todae. really.  We sang Hosanna(: great song. and right, i received a card with all the well wishes from erika, en le, rayna[<3],amy, denise and pei en((: THANKS GALS~ u're the bestest friends(: and now, we're all sisters in Christ(: >.
ok, gtg noww. ciao
Kylie!

okay. i have decided to change my blogskin and all the particulars in my blog soon! The blogskin will be customised i hope. yea, its a short and random post. Im still feeling so undair and tired and depressed. I know u readers feel very bored with this skin alr. but i will try to make it totally[not] purple. cos its my fave colour(: soon. be patient kays! And SIEWYINGG!!!!!!! I UPDATED TWICE!(:
Ciao
Kylie

Labels: changing blogskin and whole html soon

1st: Are we still friends? Can u assure me that we are still friends? If u say we are, why are we drifting apart? We used to be so close, we shared personal secrets, dark, deep hidden ones. But now, u're ignoring every call, every text. i wait for ur reply for hours, looking at the blank screen on my phone. 3 days later, still no reply. I call ur house, u r not in. When exactly are you in and do u even care? How come every single time we enjoy ourselves be it chatting online, meeting up or talking on the phone or texting each other, everytime we end it, u revert back to being cold and distant from me. You are not the persn i used to love. You have changed, But everybody changes. I change too. I tried having more friends, and now i've succeded. Church is really an awesome place to have friends for life! But you, u have really changed. Now u r even more daring, bold, cold, distant, If i have a wish that can come true, i would wish that everything between us will be alright forever till we die.
2nd: You, i never expected u to change so drastically. I cant say much about this person cos he/she will know easily that im refering to her. but belle knows, cos she gave me advice. i owe her huge(: thanks for listening to my troubles. My door is open anytime u want me for listening and advicing too(:

OMgosh, im putting braces tomorrow! 10.30. all by myself! But luckily, no extraction till 1 month later! Im happyy!!!!!!!!! But putting braces is still gonna be painful, esp the needle for anesthatic part. quoted from Nicole See(: OMgosh. Daddy god, gove me strength and bravery(: I wanna do braces to have nice teeth for a new school year! YEA!!!!!!
ok, im bushed and emotionally drained. Goodnyte readers!
Daddy's coming home tomorrow!!!!!! Surprising him with the braces(:
And, erika, i am going to Church instead of going to airport to pick my dad uup. isnt that awesome. Sorry daddy, but church first kay?
Ciao
kylie

OMG! Im going MIA everyday! SO SORRY!!!!! U see, everytime i come back home, i watch de channel 8 7.00 show till 8. And 8.00, my mom uses this lappy in THIS room[my room] to do her work. so im left with lenovo. which just sucks. ): BUt i promise i will try to update more often. Sorry siew ying!!!!!  OMG. tomorrow, im gonna do beaces once and for all. WISH ME LUCKK!!!! im damn scared. but i believe daddy God will protect me and give me strength! FIGHTING kylie!
OH. i forgot to mention. i got saved! AS IN kylie=christian NOW!!!!!!!!!! YAYYAA!!!~ im so happy! for those dub-dumbs, the blank space has words which are not meant to be seen by some people.(: deal with it.
 I'm so obsessed with SHAKESPEARE. i went to the library and borrowed, The Tempest, Macbeth, and Romeo and Juliet(: awesomness! The RnJ is really the real play! SO AWESOME!!!!!!! YAY! this week is 2nd follow-up for kylie! HOORAYY!!!!!! HAHAHS. ohmymama. i MUST stop saying Oh My God. ms chia said its disrespecful now that im a christian!  yes. i must start to be more careful with my words now. ohmycrapgosh. what am i crapping about. this is not a proper post. it is NOT. okay. im gonna do a list of what im supposed to do/acheive before school begins

• BUY ALL SCHOOL STUFF[stationary/books/uni]
• stop using vulgarities
• control my temper
• find out whats wrong with lucas[my bro]
• save $$
• buy clothes, bottoms, HOODIES![this SAT]!!!!!!!!!
• have bonding session with cG,(:
• buy xmas prezzie for cG(:
• bond with JKY. catch up!
• jasmine and me=catching uping and BONDING!!!!!!

ok. i think thats all, i know there's somemore. but im way to tired to think about it now. my title of post is like so BIG. and im talking about it for only a few  sentences.. lol.
I pray hope that i will truly be able to speak/pray in tongues this sat.
I pray hope that  daddy GOD will know that this tim, its for REAL.
OMG! I seriously LOVE my CG!!!!! and my lovelies
ERIKA<3
RAYNA<3
EN LE<3
MARISSA<3
AMYY<3
and many many many more.
Im seriously so hyped up every fri night. cos i know that on sat, im going to have an AWESOME time with my best buddies(:
ohmymama. i seriously hope i can go for every cG outing after every session and prayer meetings, and BM or MB? i forgot. BUt seriously. i WANT to get involved!(: not be a new-comer. i wanna do my part as a member in F50! mom. PLEASE!!!!
YAY! Dad's coming home this sat! Finally! After 2 weeks in Germany!
erika's my neighbour! CAn it get any better??????? I LOVE f50!!!!
daddy, i miss youu..
YAY!!!!!! mom say can go shopping this weekend!!!!!!!! CLOTHESS!!!!!!!!! BUGISSSSSSSSSS STREEEEETTTTT!!!!!! and tricia, sleepover soon horhs!


okk, enough crapping[this is all true, im just hyper (:]
Ciao
Kylie

OMG. I realised i have deserted my blog for like 12+ days. SORRY xP. I was too busy to blog le): furthermore, im not allowed to play com at black house ):... ok, i shall blog abt the past few days, starting from last SAT.
SATURDAY[5/12/09]
That day, i truly felt like a TRUE teenager. After service which was so awesome. The song Glorify keeps on replaying in my head :P We hanged out at the fountain for awhile then took MRT to CityHall to change train to Dhoby Ghaught(IDK how to spell:X) Then, we walked to plaza sing to eat dinner. We went to the foodcourt to makan. I had Jap tempura bento. Rayna didnt eat much. Just dessert with Erika. After eating, we walked to the cathay or something.. where i watched Hannah Montana the movie with jas bestie and her sis and kei kiu. Yeah, so we bought drinks and went into the cinema. We are considered late cos the lights were all off-ed alr. Almost the whole zone-F went yea? it was A.W.E.S.O.M.E. not just the movie, but the atmosphere. Its very enthusisiastic. Eg, When kissing scene the ppl do wolf whistling and cheering and clapping and throat clearing. Serously, its A.W.E.S.O.M.E! ((; i wanna watch another movie with zone-F again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I totally felt like a true teen for once when we took the mrt at 8+. I wasn't allowed to stay up till so late before with my friends OUTSIDE :P Me and Erika reached Kembangan at 9.30+ and her dad came to fetch her while i waited for mom. Erika is awesome. yea, she really is((: Then, mom fetched me and nagged and ranted at how late it is was alr. Seriously, mom. TREAT ME LIKE AN ADULT!!!!!!! IM NOT 3 or 8!?!? Why do u still treat me like one? I wanna have fun with my friends. They are GOOD people. not like what u think. And pls, try to treat me like one kay? I can have freedom with my friends right? And its not like im alone outside so late. There are like 7 ppl with me! LOL :x ok, homed, bathed and watched tao hua xiao mei(: damn heartbreaking. I didnt cry, but rayna did. She is my true identical sister(: cos, we like the same colour[purple], we were born in the same month[may], we both like tao hua xiao mei xP, and there were many more reasons.. but i forgot some le :x sorryy!! ok. end of sat.
Sunday[6/12/09]
Ok, i forgot what we did mann... shit. i think we went to OG. if im not wrong. Bought night-dress/gown. personal stuff and shorts(: Bought the same pair of shorts as charmaine for B'day prezzie but diff colour, mine is grey and pink, hers is purple. yea, went home and watched the charity show.. MIssed most of it lehh:x so sad. i heard Fann Wong got some disease?!?! i not sure.. hahaha. thats all for sunday!
Monday[7/12/09]
........ boring.. slacked whole day at black house.. sianz..
Tuesday[7/12/09]
nothing much too..
Wednesday[8/12/09]
slack..
Thursday[9/12/09]
open "shop" at black house. u see, i bored until can play masa-masa with the immature siblings. so jia lat le lorhs.. then, we earned $8.90 altogether but need to split against 5 ppl. so each earn $1.70. HAHAH pathetic. I should explain. we sell the things/food/stuff to relatives. eg: ah ma, ah zi, charmaine's mom, charmaine's dad, my mom. we buy for ourselves too. so its damn PATHETIC... lol. Then i very angry leh! They right, when keeping time, all 3 of them, went up to watch icarly. Pangseh me alone downstairs keep everything. FUCK u lah. Think u very liao bu qi meh? can just leave all the things there liddat and go enjoy while someone help u cha pi gu ah? FUCK. U think u is tian jing xiao jie ah? can throw temper everytime u angry izit? For goodness sake. GROW UP lah u FUCKER. dun keep on rolling eyes at me. later like ah ma say ur eye one day totally white, Then i roll at u lah. fucker. every single thing also wanna fight over. angry over so small things. sin yee is right. U R SUCH A SPOILT BRAT. FUCKER. I say something u dun like then u go into temper and sulk de whole day. WA LAO. FUCKER> go n die lah. idiot.
Friday[10/12/09]
Oh GREAT. its HER birthday. What am i supposed to do? wish her happy bdae? in her dreams. I dun even want to buy her de present. but then ppl will kpo and ask ask ask. freaking hell. At 9.30. left the "prison" and walked to bus-stop to take bus to PP. Reach there earlier than Chloe. waited awhile and then she came, thens we walked to MPL. The lib havent open yet. wait outside with alot of ppl. so hot. heatstoke alr. Then, when open, we went to the 2nd floor to study tgt. Study awhile. then, got freaking ppl buy food. MAke us so hungry. then we shift downstairs de cafe there to study and snack. shared potato chunks. cheese damn nice sio! then, study study study till 12+, then go and see what books to borrow. then in the end, select alr hor, then i cant borrow. cos fine havent pay yet :x OMG. im so broke...then walked to PP, went to mini toons, walk round and round then found the present for her. Had lunch at the hawker centre, I ate po-piah(: YUMMY!! Then, chloe had duck rice. BOUGHT MY PHONE COVER FINALLY!!!!!!!! considered very cheap. $12. HOORAY!!!!! its white. beautiful((: Came back at 2+, slacked, ten mummy bring us to Ikea. rushed to buy the stuff we need cos we were going to be late for surprise party for relative. The party was so funn!!!!! ok. thats all!
Saturday[today]
YAY! going to have follow up after service todayy.!!!! HAPPY!!!!! im gonna see rayna, amy, erika, enle, marrisa again!!(: new moon was so fun with them(: they are truly my best friends.((: hehe. daddy coming back from germany soon! 19th dec. i miss himm): come back very soon daddyy!!!!!!!! ok thats all(:

Hello!? Firstly, I wasn't the one who slammed the door shut. THEY did! So what right do u have to scold me that i was playing so "wild" with them? Just bcos u pms doesnt mean u can scold us anyhow u fcking like it yea? GET UR FACTS RIGHTS B4 SCOLDING US U FCKing person. Never see such a mentally challenged person before.. 
This part is dedicated to my brother, although he doenst