OMGOMGOMG, I CANT BELIEVE THIS. TOMORROW IS MY DOOMSDAY. I AM SO GONNA FAIL IT WAY BADLY. MUM, I THINK I DUN WAN MY HOODIE ALR :X OMGOMG, SO FREAKING OUTT!!!!~ WHYWHYWHY? WHY COME SO FAST!!!OMG LARHS. TOMO. MIND SURE BLANK DE..SHIT. CANT THINK OF ANY POSITIVE THOUGHTS ALR!! WHATEV, FAIL THEN FAIL. THEORY'S NOT MY LIFE U KNOW... WHATEVS. SO TIRED. THOUGHT ALOT IN TUITION. REALISED THAT U HAVE CHANGED ALOT. SINCE THIS YEAR, WE HAVE DRIFTED APART FURTHER. WHY DO WE CHANGE AS WE GROW OLDER? I NEEDED U THE MOST, U WERE NOT THERE. LONG MESSAGES BECAME SHORT ONES. WHY? DO I MEAN SO LITTLE TO U?? IM REALLY SAD. i THOUGHT WE WERE ________. WHY. MUST. THIS. ALWAYS. HAPPEN. TO ME???
lOVES<3
kYLIE

OMG, its damn itchy larhs, my whole body. I alr have chickenpox, so cant be X) whatev... I will blog abt the things happening the past two days. Yesterday no programm, went to school as per normal, then, slacked at granny house... blahblahblah. At night went to watch phua chu kang[LOL damn funny!]and First Class. Halfway during first class, daddy said go sheng siong to buy milk and other stuff. Came back, mummy was moody, daddy blew a big mickey mouse with me using the blowing "gum" dam fun i tell u. I realise that he had read my blog, he has been better towards me lately. I dint know why until i sorta guessed it? Then today just came back from auntie's house. Apparently, my brother's choice of curtain they dint have it. :X so needa go there and choose again. Jeffrey jiu jiu played the intro of I'm Yours by Jason Mraz on GUITAR!! He also said that, if i want the old guitar, i can have it!!!!!!!! WHEE~ damn happy siol!:DD Marina Barrage was... nothing to say, hot, humid and BORING. I was practically alone the whole while :X Then, the cafe things were DAMN expensive okay! I saw Loyang Sec, and CHIJ KATING SEC, i thought of finding pema, sin yee and erika. I was lookin for sin yee la. Then, l8r erika told me onky the sec 2's went :X make me waste time sia. Anyways, bought mocca and twisties to snack on. It was damn fricking hot, so went at the shade there then sit and "play" truth or dare. [me, belle, xin er, wan zhen, kah min] then, went to the fountain where almost the WHOLE class were playing in the fountain dere. I dint bring extra clothes although i wanted to play in the water too. OK, thats about it.
Hey, readers, u may be afraid of my father after all that I've said. But, i believe he was really angry then, i was really damn shocked that time. So i blogged without knowing what i was doing to him. Just remember, everybody has their own flaws, be it big or small. So, i would like to stress again that HE IS NOT A CHILD-ABUSER nor a MONSTER. I know i may have inflicted that kinda impression when i blogged that post, but it was really from shock and sadness and almost depression cos that was a real low point in my life. Later, im goin to do theory. I surprise myself even by saying that. Well, if i pass, it will be very worth it cos im going to watch My Sister's Keeper with my mom after the test and i may/may not get my Samsung Preston. But, its worth trying right? 2nd NOv, i damn freaking scared for the TKGS test sia.... And , i would like to take this opportunity to tell my dad, if he is reading this, that I'M SORRY FOR BLOGGING BAD STUFF ABT U ON THE BLOG. SORRY~ anyways, to end off, something which i have been doing lately.
I keep my head don for the whole journey, hoping to avoid those scandalous eyes of yours. Why make my life this way? What did i do wrong? Wheever i am having fun, I see you coming. The smile quickly disappears from my face as quick as a flash. I run away from that area, hoping never to cross paths with u... WHYWHYWHY? Ur mocking smile, ur trademark name for me. Why is all this happening to me? Why cant i have fun like a normal person? WHy do i terrify of ur footsteps and eyes and u passing by me? WHY? Unanswered Questions...

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Only have 2 mins, just wanna post about today's activities. Went to Little India, Kampong Glam, Sikh Temple and another mosque or whatevr that i have been before.sigh... was sitting alone on the bus, when get down then follow belle and xin er, i feel so what lah, i know xin er and belle dint like me to join them== why cant i just lead a normal life? with many friends and ppl who care abt me?Was damn sad and moody cos the "people" kept on calling me rude names and make rude sounds. Stupid kah soon also stole my seat on the bus. I was very agitated as i knew the "people" wee coming up the bus, and i was still in the aisle, i lost my temper but he kept on arghh just giving excuses and excuses, end up, i sort of blocked the way of the "people", they were like very pissed and when they pass by me, they said____. I was damn sad. But, after the stupid and damn boring learning journey, which i only paid attention when there were things to buy, i bought 1.50 worth of blowing the bubble from the tube of gum and the thing which u blow into it and u pull the long stick at the end, it creates a bird kinda sound. Went to siew ying's house to do blogshop thingy when we were released. She was very happy, and that made me happy cos we were laughing like mad and watching chao ji xing guang da dao. ==, that show was nice. I decided to plead my mother to subscribe to channel 56, that channel alr show hot shot like 2 times alr!!! Then, i helped her create the music play list. Then, her mother cooked lunch, porridge, popcorn chicken, chicken and sardine. YUMM~ i ate the whole bowl of porridge. Then, we surfed the net... Then, we ate snacks and chatted, laughed, listened to music, sent songs... yea~ thats abt it. Oh, i did henna at "little India"* too... okok bahs.. dun have anything to say alr. l8r must do theory. GAHH~ PICTURES OF MY NEW HOUSE WILL BE UPLOADED SOON KAYS? WAIT FOR A WHILE.:D UR PATIENCE WILL BE REWARDED.
Mummy told me tricia wanted to invite me to her house to do theory tomorrow. Of course, i declined, no offence tricia, but, i find it very beneath me and very embarrassing to be coached by people younger than me. Sorry Tricia. Hope u understand. I consult my bro, cos he really knows more than me =='' whatevr, 5 more days...
Loves,
Kylie<3
P.S Thanks for all my friend's tags of concern. He really did that. I can show u the bruise, but pls dun be angry for me, all the same, i did wrong too. Thanks~ continue tagging kay> Oh and nicole, LEEMINHO, rocks, NOW with straight hair. Ironically, he was the one i dint like in BOF, now i like him with straighter hair :X HAHAHS

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Heys, using the lib com again X), i dun care if u ask me to remove the post. It is the truth. And THIS is my blog. So, pls show some respect by not spamming. I'm trying to stay HAPPY OKAY? SATISFIED? D: Today, Ms Ngeow(counsellor) halfway thru free period called me up for a chat. Chatted with her until recess ovr, she is very kind. She treated me to a bottle drink:D She went personally to my class! OMG larhs, so em lehs... Then around 10.55, we went to the Wesley hall for the public speaking competition. The topic was about "Singlish or English. What should Singaporeans speak?"Xin Er when practising, couldn't pronounce "singlish" She pronounced it as "sing-ge-lish" SORRY Xin er, dun take it to heart k? I just trying to put some more interesting things in the post. SORRY~!Anyway, the 5 ppl who got into round 2 were Ronnie, Zainab, Kai wen, hui qin and another boy whose name i forgot. Then, they have 10 mins to make another impromptu speech based on another given topic. The winners were hui qin in 3rd place, kai wen in 2nd place and ronnie in 1st place! WELL DONE~ then got a talk abt drugs and blahs and craps...:P so tired larhs...
My phone bill came yesterday, i exceeded by 223. X( but better than last time already. Yesterday night, a letter made me very confused. It was a letter to ask me to take the test to access my academic results from TKGS. It is said that if they think u r acceptable based on the results, u can be accepted into the school if someone transfers out. I did not know what to do. The test is on 2nd Nov. I dun feel like studying AT ALL HOW??? Nicole, if u reading this, my mom asked u to pass me some of the papers u have. English Maths and Science. If u can, pls bring on fri to tuition k? Arigato:D
This reminds me. I FINISH VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!!~ I LOVED IT:D <3, it damn rocks kay! I think my parents are delighted to see i finished D: I have become an anime craze person!!! whoo! HAHAH, i still like Korean dramas though...:D but the ending was quite weird. Couldn't they have kissed? LOL, i am a fairytalist:D but still, quite a happy ending. I like zero and kaname xD, kaname's cute! HAHAH, whatevr. I am happy(genuine) now, i dunno why? o.o LOL~ I GOT 79 for my LITERATURE!!!!!!!!! I AM DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!^^ FROM E SOMETHING TO A1 LEHS! WHO CANNOT B HAPPY???????? YIPEEE!!!!! I FINALLY CAN BECOME WRITER xD!!!!!!!!! but who cares? Im still euphoric!!!!!lol, chimchim. blehs :x
vampire knight is always loved by me!!!!!
l0vEs,
KYLIE

heyhey, am using the library com.[i am a member. FINALLY:] this few days, i have been thinking quite alot. I realise that im not the happy and carefree, innocent and caring girl already. Im more bitter, angry, wilful... Sadly, only a few ppl can make me laugh like last time XD, THANKS to those ppl. :], today, in school during free period. i wrote a few poems. It has got to do with bullying. Although it doenst really rhyme, but i've tried my best. Forgive me if its really that bad =X



There are alot more. Next time, i will start off my post with a poem I have written. Readers, friends, sorry to make u worried. Although i long to slit myself, I just can't, when i think of my parents worried faces. Im sorry, I really am. I dunno since when i have become such a emotional person. But i know, I have changed. I got a 38 for my Geog exam. This is painful, the irony. I studied so hard for it, and not much for my science, in the end, i passed my science, I FAILED my geog. Please, explain this irony to me. My parents saw me doing notes. They told me to stop. Just read the textbook. I did not listen, I did not heed. They told me my revising method is wrong. I did not listen, I did not heed. Why? Now GOD has punish the girl who did not listen to her parents advice. My punishment= i failed my geog. WHY??? I thought it would be good for me. Why did u have to prevent me from proving to my parents tht i could do it? Now, what the heck am i supposed to do? Tell or not tell and let them see my report card when it comes? TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!! They sure say, i told u so. GROUND ME, BAN ME, LECTURE ME, SCOLD, NAG At m.e. I really HATE this life. There are no colours. Everything around scolding, not exceeding my sms every month, nagging and doing piles and piles of theory. SERIOUSLY, why dun u let me just die? Let me end all this suffering!!!! If u know whats good for me, DUN SAY I TOLD U SO. Im so sick and tired of my life and this world. If i exceed, just let me exceed right? Not everybody is like u, u think u and mom nvr exceed, i cannot exceed is it? I have my friends. One day, when i die, i hope u read this part of the post and REGRET that u nvr gave me the freedom to sms as much as i want. I cant call, i dun like to put on a mask and talk cheerfully. I know it must come as a BIG shock to u, my beloved parents. Just understand that we got to live everyday happily. Im not happy everyday. So why bother living? I just found inspiration for another poem.


Actually, its a poem adapted from CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE TEENAGER"S TROUBLES. I like it alot. There is alot of meaning to it. I edited some parts. That poem really is emo. Oh well it sums up how i feel when i wanted to cut. WHATEVR.
I hate the world. I gtg, my money is running out!
Bye cruel world, full of bulliers.
Kylie

WHEE~ i was in the middle of packing my room, then i deciede to blog, yesterday, went to SHOP, today also going to SHOP, boy, getting an A1 for chinese really ha sits advantages!!:D currently watching vampire knight :D LOVEEIT, nicole, cheer up kay? I also feel neglected sometimes(like everyday??) but, i believe they did it unintentionally. Sorry if i dun know the full story, but i am willing to be ur confidante if u dun mind xD, L8r AFTER i do the SUCKKY ASS THEORY, WHEE~ we are going to go to TAMPINESS MALL!!! WHEE~ HAHAHAH, today keep on using the WHEE~ LOL, anywayz, hope i can buy my canvas painted shoes AND my going out BAG:D WHEE~ elated, excited, Blahs crap.
OK, i gtg eat lunch!
KYLIE

HEYHEYHEY, THANKS SO MUCH BESTIE, FOR HELPING ME "CREATE" MY PERSONAL SKINN>< I OWE U 10 kinderjoyy:D!! HAHAS, just went shopping, bought necklaces and earringd, i want MY BAGG:D when can i buy it? I dunno. BTW, my DAD got a touch phone!~ so so so jealous larhs...:X, people who ordered earpieces from me, SORRY FOR THE LONGLONGLONG DELAY :X really sorry :P. im going to collect it from jas l8r:D then, i going to watch vampire knight! xD HEHE, saw my piano teacher and her hub. at PP too. AWW, so sweet, HAHAS, lame lar, dunnp what to write...
ok, i shall sign of soon!
LOVES,
KYLIE♥

OKOK, short short post! going to download songs soon. Tuition was fun!, shall elaborate more next time, i jyst felt like blogging. now i forget what i wanna say... Oh YA, we got back our results, cont next post, i need TO DOWNLOAD songs XD:D WHOOO:D crazy girl liaos. I love YOU CLIQUE!!JKY, U RAWWK FOREVER:DDD we shall go kbox and singsingsingsing!!:D
LOVES,
KYLIE <3

HEYHEY, today dint get to play a sibgle bit of computer AT ALL~!! Im so so so so so angry!!!! @.@ now, get to play, my mom ask me do 1 theory paper. SIAN LARHS.... DUN THEY UNDERSTAND I NEED THE FREEDOM?? xD WTF... nicole, or nicky. im following amanda's orders:D LOL. JK, crappin here. CANT WAIT FOR CLIQUE! OUTING ON FRIDAYY!!!:D WHOOOOOOOTS!!!:DDD
LOVE lots,
Kylie

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS LEONG!!!(14 OCT) MAY U STAY AS PRETTY AND A GOOD TEACHER FOREVER!!:D Secondly, HAPPY  ADVANCED BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!!!( dun suck ur thumb anymore, v unglam uhh):D ok, posting now.
TODAY EXAMMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!!1 ILOVE MY FREEDOM!! xD!!! WHOOTS!!! HYPERR:D LOL, mixed feelings noww.
firstly, ur phone screwed is it my buisness??? Why must blame me that i cannot find my old phone?? MY EXAMS JUST FINISH< LET ME HAVE SOME REST CAN ANOT??? is it so hard to do that??? This year has really been sucky. I dun wanna rake it up again. WTF... ur phone screwed, is it my buisness? WTH...(pissed. angry)

Secondly, should i transfer school if my results are good?? I really dunno. I am not sure that going to another school will certainly made the sit. better. But, i really dunno what to decide. HAIZ...ppl tag for advicee pls.(confused)

Thirdly, i exams over got right to play the comp right? now u go and say. cannot, they having exams. I feel damn pissed larhs right? WHEN I WAS HAVING EXAMS< THEY PLAYED THE COMP IN FRONT OF ME THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY> NOW U TELL ME THEY HAVING EXAMS> CANNOT PLAY?! WHAT IS THIS??? DUN GIVE ME CRAP. MY PATIENCE HAS A LIMIT DE!!!!!!!!!!!(very pissed and angry)

Fourthly, of course im HAPPY that exams are over. But now is the most depressing time of the exam period the results and ur grades. NO.1 U always say if i want anything, u will give me as long as i gove u good results like above 75. WHAT THE HECK DO U TAKE ME FOR???? I AM NOT A ROBOT. If u really want me to be happy, just say, do ur best. Why cant u be like other fathers, who justt want their daughters to be happy, healthy and dun get into trouble in school??? MAYB ITS ALITTLE MEAN TO BE WRITING BAD THINGS ABT U ON MY BLOG< WHICH I HOPE U NVR COME> IF U DO< PLS PLS PLS UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!! Im am not an angel, i got feelings, i am not a gifted child. SO WHERE THE HECK ARE U GOING TO FIND A PERSON THAT CAN GIVE U 75 ABOVE FOR EERY SUBJECT??? WHERE U TELL ME. i tell u, dun everytime angry, bu shuang then come and insult me and scold me. LIDDAT i feel very angry and hurt one right? whatevs. u dun care abt me, why must i care abt u??(super duper pissed)
OK, that sums up my feelings, still got alot more, but i wanna watch vids:D ENJOYING THE FREEDOM> BUT TOMORROW CANT PLAY! WHYWHWYHWYWHWYWHYW. mayb going to sneak it to grammy house:D
ok, kylie wanna playplayplay!!:D
Kylie<3

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HEYHEYYY!!! Today was the start of the final lap of the end of year exams. I hate exams...like every1 else.... ok, lets see, history is a nono, maths was okok. That's all im gonna say for today's exam. Now on to an exciting afternoon.
After Exams
I took the mrt(stupid bus 40, come wrong time) to PL there, then took bus 135 to the bus stop where i was meeting nicole. Then we were chatting away on the phone. When i arrived, she hadn't reached, so i crossed the road to get bubble tea. YUMM:D Then, when she arrived, we waited for her senior, Amanda, as all 3 of us were going to Marine Parade Library to studyy xD, but, first, we went to my grandma's house for me to change xP, then they waited downstairs. XP sorry i took quite long!!!! Btw, it was my first time meeting Amanda, and i found out that she's nice and humorous...abit crazy:D Then, my jiu jiu just nice on the way, so he fetched us to the lib. There, we slacked and studied till about 4 plus. Then we talked, crapped and wrote stuff. After that, we dont feel like studying anymore and went down to the cafe on first floor. The things there were so EX!!! OMGG, but as we were like damndamn hungry, we bought the 2in1 meal. I bought the honey chicken wings and the potato chunks(YUMMM!!!!!!!) and nicole bought the chicken chinks and the potato chunks. Had fun!! took candid pics and crapped:D Then, they decided to go PP as they were like very bored alr. So, i went home bcuz my parents dint allow me to eat dinner outside then straight away go tuition X(, and they walked to PP. Bused home. And dint eat dinner!(cool:D) then, now im snacking on croissants, which are DAMN NICEE:p HAHAH. Amanda's nice:D she's a very very very nice senior. And studying with her is fun:D right crackers?
TUITION
I was tired but hyper, nicole was tired. The whole class other than nicole and rachael and darren were hyper. The whole session was full of laughters. Played a silly game. Made everyone laugh. And I'm proud to say that i payed attention:D OK, got to off the com exactly at 11. Better hurry! OK, that's the end for the whole day. Now for my feelings.

To the someone(crackers, i think u know): Hey, u think u r very great meh? u and ___ dun sms as much as me doesnt mean i cannot sms more than u right? Is there a rule in this world that says that? I dun care what u did when u were young. I have my own thinking and feelings. NOws not UR generation. SO stop telling me when u were my age what u do and how hard u mugged larhs. I am sick of ur nagging. I sms over 500, u wanna know why? although u seldom read my blog and u will b angry if u read this, IDC. I sms ppl that i know will cheer me up such as ________ and ________. When im feeling very sad and feel like giving up on myself, these ppl i sms are the ones that help me the most. I tell u my prob;em, u tell me to snap out of It and Dun let the words influence me? What kind of person are you. Mayb u r correct, mayb u r wrong. U dunno how much this is hurting me inside do you??? U dun understand at all. SO DUN ACT LIKE U KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH!!!!!!!!!! AND, smsing is not a crime. I know it wastes money. But, sms is a form of connection right? If i dun sms, how do i survive? I know to you it may sound ridiculous, smsing over 500 a month. But, thats just me? If u dun like it, its my life, so SUCK IT UP. U asked me, where can u find such a nice person./ Giving u freedom blahs and whatshit. I tell you. In the WORLD, THERE ARE MANY MORE NICER PPL THAN YOU OUT THERE. I have many more things to say. But i verty confused now. I dunno what's wrong with you. IS it as tricia says, moodswings or something else? Why do u come home everyday and start scolding and nagging? WHYY???? WHATTHEFUCK...MYLIFE"S A MESS. why do u always like to find fault with me? WHYWHYWHYW????
Kylie

CRAP MANN, my phone got confiscated!!! Sorry jasmine and nicole hoodie:D, very sorry. Stupid teacher... HAiZ...tomo, parents must come amd take it frm her. WTH....YEAHHH i just confirmed my dentist appointment on 16 oct!!! GOING TO PUT BRACES AND HAVE NICENICE TEETH!!!!!!!!!. BUt, comes at a very huge price! 4 extraction of teeths and PAIN the whole week :(, cole, tell me the do's and dont's hor..
ok, gtg study!
Kylie

FCK...T_T, what i just written, bcuz of a stupid button, everything was deleted T_T  the post was not saved!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH and i wrote so much... nvm i begin again.
YESTERDAY:
Yesterday, i went out for a korean feast at a restaurant. The feast was korean bbq. IT WAS DAMNNN delicious!!!!!!~ilove korean food :p Ate sooo full, till almost cannot walk alr :X. DAMN NICE KAYY.. Then went home, showered, changed then did theory:X and maths :X:X till12 plusplus. BTW, thanks yi ru, belle and xiner for cheering me up. And thanks mom, for giving up ur household chores time to teach me patiently.  I am feeling much better today. Maybe because in the morning got family bonding:D So i slept at 12 plus yesterday night. ANd i dint watch BOF... T_T nvm, ok, thats all for yesterday. i dint cry after the feast:]
TODAY
In the morning, woke up at ab 8 plus. ate breakfast, then did some maths. Mummy, thanks for coaching me in my maths even though u have alot of things to do.. Thanks. Anyways, today was my mother's company family day..so this year, it was at WILDWILDWET!!! It was DAMNDAMNDAMN  fun can alr:]. I  took the Ularlah lik altogether 5 times!! It was really VERY fun!! Then with my family  took 2 times. Then at ard 11 plus, my cousin's family came too, then we went to sit the Ular-lah another 2 times. After that, went to the Professor's Playground and the Tsunami, but the tsunami no wave =X. Anyways, the PP was okok, the slides were childish, not fun at all. The only thing fun there is the bucket of water puring down on us everyime the chime chimes. We would all gather below the bucket then it will fall, the water will then splash onto the ppl below the bucket. Note: the water is like Tsunami like that! ALOTT:D then, went to have lunch which consists of chicken and fish fillet and what not luh. OK, gtg for dinner soon, type fast.. Then dunno why, time flew past and before i knew it, i was in the shower area. after showering, we went home.:]
PIANO
Piano was ok today. My piano teacher made the lesson more enjoyable. At least today no scoldings! HAHA, BTW, my theory dis time round surprisingly, I PASSED!!!!!!!! i was so sosososo happy!!! I GOT 71! PASSING MARK IS 66!!:P WOOOOOOOOOO im so happy
ok i gtg eat dinner now!
SEEYA
Kylie
P.s TAG MORE:D

Yallo, today i cry from morning until now. Everytime anyone says something sad i cry. I dunno why lehs...very moody... Today i told my mom about the piano theory thing and abtmy piano teacher. She wanted to call her but i say no. Make me so em later. HAIZ...then around 11 plus, shecame into my room and said, kylie, do it for mummy please, i have never ask you to do anything. I think it will be great for ur future etcetc...  then, i dunno somehow, the tears just stream down my face and i just got to agree if not i will b breaking her heart uhh...i feel so sad now. Why she must resort to being so close to me then ask me...SHIT i crying again. Stupid tears.I better avoid nicole's blog for awhile. Later make me cry even more.... I really feel very sad now..some1 can send me a cheering up sms? I dunno why she want me to pass in everything. I asked her if i fail, will she scold me? She said. You cannot fail. I feel so sad.......but she said she will not scold me...When i dint say anything, she promised to go out with me shopping and promised to buy me this and that. I felt so sad so sad. Why cant she understand that i just cannot pass, in the end she say like that, make me abit more optimistic, but i still am crying as i know i will let her down when the day comes. stupid tears. I hate myself.....   sorry mum, i know i am being very selfish but i really cannot do it. Even if u promise me alo of things,i know i cannot make it. Im sorry, really sorry... IM crying ow, cant post anymore, if now, i will sure sob..goodbye. BTW, she said to buy me beach road prawn mee. then bcuz too busy, she dint buy. Im not eating my father bought the chicken or char siew rice. I HATE MY FATHER. HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL... ok, i really cannot post. The keyboard is wet., IHATE MYSELF. I HATE BEING SO FAKE TO MY MOM> SHE"S THE WORLD"S BEST MOM ANYNE COULD HAVE.
IHATEMYSELF
Kylie

HEllO!! These few days, nothing much happened but im glad and happy for one of my best friend, who conquered her "giant", she has learnt to let go, and im proud of her xD.HAHAH so yesterday was english both papers, and today was chi both papers and oral both lang. Let me do it one by one.
English Paper 1
It was okay, i think i did ok larhs...write abt somebody went missing, quite ok..
English Paper 2
This was even more Zzzzz, the time limit dunno like suddenly so long The paper as 1h40min, but i finished within 1hour...dunno why..i thot i missed out something, but i check and check, eh, everything do alr..
Chinese Paper 1
Was relatively easy, i write abt _______ again, like MYE liddat. HAIZ. that incident is like forever in my mind can? I just cannot erase it no matter how hard i try ..Its like a part of me already. ok, ying yong wen was ok...
Chinese Paper 2
DIFFICULT!!!!!!!!!!! I hate the paper 2, i lost 4 marks in the constructing sentence and my cloze passage is hopeless...hopeless!~ hope my chi paper1  can help to pull my marks abit higher...
English Oral
Had not much problem with this. The examiner was nice, she kept on interrupting me...i havent say finish what i wanna say, she ask me a question. I dint even have to conclude! Things really doesnt go as plan...oh well, i did my best.
Chinese Oral
I SCREWED UP REALLY BADLY. I hate chinese oral exams. They kill youuu!!! OMG, the teacher was like can see he very pissed off cuz i stammer over the words i dunt know. AND THE NO.1 RULE IS NOT TO SHOW THE EXAMINER U R NERVOUSS!!!!!!!!!!! OMG,, diediedie....may god bless me mans... HOpe i can pass jiu ke yi le.
ok, now 2 papers done, 7 to go, maths, science, lit, art, history, geography and something...i dunno. I have been talking to nobody(actually is nicole s.) on msn for 5 mins. and no one is answering me. Feel like im toking to a invisible wall..siao...oh well, i thonk i did my best for all the papers i just did.  NICOLEEEEEEE, WHY U NVR REPLY!!!!!:( sadded~ boringg...wish i can stay as late as i want. mayb can next yr. SHHHHHH. no telling.
Im gonna dedicate this part to NICOLE S.
DEAR NICOLE,
Since she leftm u have been emo-ing and crying no. of times. Although u say u r okay, i believe u r still trying to get over it and learn how to let go. Although there ae no more tears, i believe u r crying in ur heart. All these i have gone through before, so i know exactly how you feel. When today,chi tuition cher said something abt overseas, i saw ur face change and ur mood change. Try to be strong. I know its hard. I know its like a knife tearing thru ur heart. But please try!! You'll be happier once u let go and u know u really can b happy for her. Sorry i know im being a bit kaypo, but, bcuz i have been thru this, i know how its like. So, stay strong! You can do it. FRiends will always be by ur side in times of need. Dun forget i know u since preschool:D SARANGHAEYO:D
CHEERUP!!
LOVE,
Kylie:D

NIcole, just wanna let you know, i will always be there for eu, when ever you need me. So, stay happy always!
OK, gotto end this LOOOONG post soon
BUAIXX
Kylie <3 everyone