hahah. so true:/ yup, it hit the jackpot,
hahah, i will post abt the church camp when i have time.. its in my draft(:
yeah, through that 3 longlong messages ____ sent me, i realised i'm too over sensitive :/ i read inbetween people's lines and over analyse everything and anything:/ I did not know that in the past, but now i know. If i continue acting this way, being so sensitive to what other people think about me, being so insecure. People will gradually feel uncomfortable with me. I'm not sure why I'm like that too. So insecure in how people think of me. But____ sms made me realised that i just got to be secure and confident in what i am doing, I must believe in myself and be confident and not insecure, cos God's always/forever with me(: There are so many things i want to say to _____ on the sms, but i don't have unlimited sms! So i made it short, and i just want to continue what i left out, although _____ doesnt read my blog(;
Dear ________,
I am very thankful for your guidance, advices etc. to me for the past year and this year(: You have changed my mindset about me and life. I really want to thank you for that! You opened up a new path of life for me, one with God, you made me see how life is worth living after all and what i am living life for. I know i am oversensitive and insecure:/ but thank you for finally pointing that out to me personally. It feels more realistic when someone points it out to me personally. Thus i have decided to heed your advice and just be simple/secure and confident. I will always remember that God is forever by my side(: I hope i can think maturely through the word of God and act like a real grown teenager((: although i say this words often to you and f50. i just want to say this again, as your sister in Christ, ILOVEYOU, THANKS FOR SAVING ME(:
LOVE,
Kylie(:
I'm done. but i really think the first sentence really applies to me(:
tmr there's ROCK PARTYY! AT ERIKA'S HOUSE FUNCTION ROOM!~
GONNA BE BROKE BUYING DRINKS, TOYS AND CHOCOLATE(: WHO INTERESTED TELL ME ASAP HORH
OKAY. IM GONNA TOUCH UP ON MY CAMP POST!
XOXO
Kylie<3>
