KYLIEE<3

HARLOWWS:D
heyss(: JUNE HOLS ARE COMING(: AND IT WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAYYY!!(: but, it didnt feel like it. idk whyy. sorry for ignoring you gals on my blog. and for not updating. am gonna updat noww(: it'll be a long one cos i have alot of things to S.P.E.W
firstly, im not going to say who, but WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? I'm scared to trust you again after what you did to me last time. I don't know if anything you do is real or fake? Are your actions fake? Are your concerns pretend? What good do you gain from doing this? Can i ask you. I don't know why, but it seems like you want me out. Well, cos everytime i talk to A, you get jealous and always say no offence but, everyone's really irritated with you for cutting in their conversations. LET ME TELL YOU BITCH, I WAS NOT CUTTING IN I WAS PLAINLY TALKING TO A FIRST. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?? I'M SORRY BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND. DO YOU THINK IM STEALING HER AWAY FROM YOU? WHY EVERYTIME YOU WILL MAKE ME FEEL SO BAD ANND THINK THAT PEOPLE REALLY FIND ME IRRITATING. WHY. I CLEARED THE QUESTION UP. THEY DIDNT think that. SO STFU. WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME FEEL SO BAD OF MYSELF/WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT BITCH? MAYBE IM WRONG, MAYBE U REALLY TREAT ME AS A BFF. BUT I AM AWARE. I DO NOT WANT TO BE MADE INTO A FOOL LIKE YOU DID TO ME LAST TIME. DO YOU PURPOSELY TRY TO ALWAYS COME TO MY HOUSE TO FIND MY WEAKNESSES AND WHEN THE TIME COMES, YOU WILL TURN EVERYONE AGAINST ME. LEAVING ME HURT? ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY, IM NOT GONNA LET YOU HURT ME AGAIN. U'RE ONLY GONNA KILL ME ONCE. WHICH IS O.V.E.R. SO STFU. I REGRET LETTING YOU GETTING SO CLOSE, SO CLOSE THAT I WAS ONLY 0.5% AWAY FROM TRUSTING YOU. I REGRET. FROM NOW ON, IM GONNA STAY ALERT, IM NOT GONNA TRUST YOU THAT EASILY AGAIN. NO MATTER HOW PLEADING YOU ARE. NO WAY. GET OUT OF MY LIFE IF YOU HATE ME BITCH.

Ahhh. that feels so good. ranting and spewing out all my anger. really. i cant stand your fake actions anymore. ANYMORE YOU UNDERSTAND?

OK, next church and daddy. i sometimes wonder if i didn't have po, and my whole family was Christians, how wonderful my life would be. i could go for any Church events, conferences, camps. all that. and even stay late for main services. but i know this was not meant to be my fate. instead, i got to fight my po and overcome all sorts of obstacles. Anyone afraid of asking their parents for permission to go out/etc.. pls buzz me at 83393210. im in the same boat as you ya. seriously, everytime i have to ask permission from my daddy, i will be very afraid of asking and more afraid for the answer. really. its kinda like a phobia. huh. funny but serious and sad case from me. Do you know how much C.O.U.R.A.G.E it took for me to ask my daddy for permission to go for REDRAIN. and yes, it was awesome(; but, i still am NOt confident of asking for permission. WHAT IS THIS? WHY DO I HAVE THIS PHOBIA?? haiz.. msning with ENLE felt so goood. i've never typed so fast in my life (: and girl, it;ll always remain a secret okay? Our LIPS are SEALED:D mwah, ily! haizzzz you know there are so many upcoming evennts in church ad i want to go for them all but i know myself i cant. see how many,
:D ASIA CONF this FRI and SUN
:D STEVE MUNSEY THIS SAT 5-7
:D VBS-june hols
:D zone camps-june hols

TELL ME, oottokay? [what to do in korean.] what do i do??? seriously, idk. haizzzzzzz.
sorry readers for boring you with things u may not know or understand stuff.. really sorry

but on a brighter note, june hols are coming and my bday's 5 days away! WHOOOHOOOO. here are some of the events im looking forward to!
:D tmr gathering/bday celebration @ my house with gm ppl
:D fri-cousin and family celebrating
:D outing with aunt and kathy for manipedi and shopping!
:D ANGIEEE SHOPPING SPREEEEE!

omg. lovesloves. hahaha(: \

THIS PART IS TO NICOLESEE> if she reads(:
Hey babe(: i know you're emo recently and your life's not going the right way. but stand strong, be strong, i will always be here for you(: Although idk what happened to cos you to be so emo, i just want you to know, i'll alw be here for you(:since we met each other when we were 1(: ily. cheerup and wipe away those tears. always here, and sms away:D Always remember, God is looking after you, He hears your every cry and every whisper:D

ok gtg. seeeya babes(:

XOXO
Kylie