KYLIEE<3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I. WANT. TO. CRY. SCREAM. JUMP DOWN BUILIDING. GAG THEIR MOUTHS WITH TAPE. TIE THEM TO A BED.
I WANT TO BE ALONE, AND THEY ARE NOT LETTING ME HAVE THAT.
WHY?
I ALSO DK.
DON'T THEY KNOW? CAN'T THEY SEE IM ALREADY UPSET ENOUGH?
STILL WANT PROBE HERE PROBE THERE. ASK SO MANY CRAP QUESTIONS, CANNOT SEE I ALMOST CRYING ALR. STILL WANT SCOLD SOMEMORE. FML[sorry veniece :P]
what they want sia. i really dk. firstly, my bro go camp, so they turn ALL their attention on me. wth. then right, my mother. whole morning nagnagnag. ask me do hol work NOW.
I mean, come on, NO ONE does their hol work when hol havent even start right? well, at least this is what i think.. anyway to cut long story short.
I HATE THEM NOW, currently
They demoralised me. I HATE IT WHEN PPL DO THAT, its like they dont care abt ur feelings AT ALL. heartless. my father too.
" I want you to tell me when u are going to start ur work by end of today. DO YOU HEAR ME!!??" and ofc, i didnt reply, whick was a badddd move. WTF IS WRONG WITH THEM!!!!!????
i mean. why do they keep critisicing everything im doing? everything i do. to them, its WRONG. im just so tired, so tired. i dont care what they scold me. irresponsible, naive, lazy, blur, whatever. i really am very tired to care. and i thought my mom loved me. sure, she does. but cant she think what effects her words will have on me? I don't deny. im a sensitive person. i cry easily. i cried when i read joy's letter and when i read touching and saddening pparts of a story.
someone tell me why my life sucks so bad.
so bad
that i want to crawl under the blanket and cry my eyes out
cry till no more tears are left
do they love me?
treating me like this?
even so, do they have to trea everything i do as wrong?
so jojo tell me why...
XOXO
Kylie