its not that i dun wanna do QT, its just i scared. i dunno what to expect..how would i know that it is His voice talking to me? gosh. i have soooo many ppl i wanna pay for. belle, f50, especially sin yee, nicole, rachel and many many more. I prat to God that i will have courage to do QT and that i will focus while doing it. Even if i do not hear His voice, i will still keep on praying. AMEN.
OK. today, this is what i did.
Yesterday night was having severe headache cos of lack of sleep. so crashed at 9, woke at 9! OMGOSH! i slept for 12 hours STRAIGHT! anyways, today was damn freaking the very the hot. hot till very jia lat. cant on aircon)): then was very moody. i cried when mummy said she will return the china iphone. and yes, i know its from china, but still, its a FREE iphone right? Who wouldnt want a free iphone. then i cry, then eat lunch, play mario wii with didi, then slack, suppose to do hw, thenend up on computer and play all th way till 4++ when we leave house to PP, collect raw salmon fro yu sheng that night and went to ah mah house. Then may may help me tie hair till nice nice, zilian with charmaine lovely cousin and do the yusheng thingy and eat renuion dinner.then, something very bad happened. cos my youngest cousin, charlize,only 4. she was trying to carry the big bowl full of ingredients[cos we children was sittin at separate tables, so have our own mini "steamboat"] hen suddenly there was a loud very loud "CRASH" and then the bowl cracked into many fragments. then, immediately, my uncle carried charlize out of harm's way. then we realised that her feet was bleeding. I was so damn scared for her you know. i kwpt on repeating in my heart. she'll be okay, she'll be okay. then end up is the bowl to heavy, hit her leg/nail then got impact then pierce the skin then got blood de. so scary right! SHe keep on crying nonstop! Everyone was like so damn shocked and scared. but then she eat lollypop then ok ler. aiyuh jia yi, next time carry small small bowl can ler. so good girl((; ask my mommy give u more $$ tomo((: ya lah. then after dinner, ah zi help me paint nails. both fingers and toes! YAY! pink with shimmering sparkles. bimbo, but i don't care. I LIKE CAN LERH! ok now gonna edi my template abit. my cravings that part. that's all!
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KYLIE<3
