OMG, its damn itchy larhs, my whole body. I alr have chickenpox, so cant be X) whatev... I will blog abt the things happening the past two days. Yesterday no programm, went to school as per normal, then, slacked at granny house... blahblahblah. At night went to watch phua chu kang[LOL damn funny!]and First Class. Halfway during first class, daddy said go sheng siong to buy milk and other stuff. Came back, mummy was moody, daddy blew a big mickey mouse with me using the blowing "gum" dam fun i tell u. I realise that he had read my blog, he has been better towards me lately. I dint know why until i sorta guessed it? Then today just came back from auntie's house. Apparently, my brother's choice of curtain they dint have it. :X so needa go there and choose again. Jeffrey jiu jiu played the intro of I'm Yours by Jason Mraz on GUITAR!! He also said that, if i want the old guitar, i can have it!!!!!!!! WHEE~ damn happy siol!:DD Marina Barrage was... nothing to say, hot, humid and BORING. I was practically alone the whole while :X Then, the cafe things were DAMN expensive okay! I saw Loyang Sec, and CHIJ KATING SEC, i thought of finding pema, sin yee and erika. I was lookin for sin yee la. Then, l8r erika told me onky the sec 2's went :X make me waste time sia. Anyways, bought mocca and twisties to snack on. It was damn fricking hot, so went at the shade there then sit and "play" truth or dare. [me, belle, xin er, wan zhen, kah min] then, went to the fountain where almost the WHOLE class were playing in the fountain dere. I dint bring extra clothes although i wanted to play in the water too. OK, thats about it.
Hey, readers, u may be afraid of my father after all that I've said. But, i believe he was really angry then, i was really damn shocked that time. So i blogged without knowing what i was doing to him. Just remember, everybody has their own flaws, be it big or small. So, i would like to stress again that HE IS NOT A CHILD-ABUSER nor a MONSTER. I know i may have inflicted that kinda impression when i blogged that post, but it was really from shock and sadness and almost depression cos that was a real low point in my life. Later, im goin to do theory. I surprise myself even by saying that. Well, if i pass, it will be very worth it cos im going to watch My Sister's Keeper with my mom after the test and i may/may not get my Samsung Preston. But, its worth trying right? 2nd NOv, i damn freaking scared for the TKGS test sia.... And , i would like to take this opportunity to tell my dad, if he is reading this, that I'M SORRY FOR BLOGGING BAD STUFF ABT U ON THE BLOG. SORRY~ anyways, to end off, something which i have been doing lately.
I keep my head don for the whole journey, hoping to avoid those scandalous eyes of yours. Why make my life this way? What did i do wrong? Wheever i am having fun, I see you coming. The smile quickly disappears from my face as quick as a flash. I run away from that area, hoping never to cross paths with u... WHYWHYWHY? Ur mocking smile, ur trademark name for me. Why is all this happening to me? Why cant i have fun like a normal person? WHy do i terrify of ur footsteps and eyes and u passing by me? WHY? Unanswered Questions...
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