KYLIEE<3

Yesterday:
WHEE~ went to meet yiru at bugis at 11 for clique<3>> blehs, then we did the neos, a tradition for ur clique<3>
After kboxing the whole afternoon, we paid and left. god, expensieve much!!! 25 dollar each!!!!!!Yi ru went home. I waited for my family who were came at 6[we finish at 5.30] i was like so freaking tired!! I went to action city. Stoned at the carebear section till, i saw a cheer bear. I bought that for my cutest cousin charlize cuz,i figured a small tortoise wasnt enough to repay all her smiles and pats and dramatic expressions when she knew i was sad. :] thanks charlize, jie jie will forever love u:D ok, distracted alr. Then, i was like damn damn tired, went to the benches outside the toilet, and listened to music and stoned there. Wanted to buy Anderson's ice cream. But dindt, cuz near dinner time. Then they came, we ate sakae sushi. My head was hurting like HELL, must be all the jumping and shouting! :X, then, i ate a handroll and shared mom's Sukiyaki or whateverr. like i care. All the while, my head was like throbbing. Then, after dinner, went to Gain City, daddy wanted to buy ink cartraidge, There was none there. Then we saw a no. of children sitting on the u know u pay money then u sit on the "animal" and u ride arnd the shopping mall.. diao. it was like soo.... lame much?? The children sitting on it seems so happy though. God bless them~ ok, went back, bathed, watched LAST EPISODE of BOF!!! Kim hyun joong!!!! saranghae~HHAHAHS, then, after watching tao hua xiao mei, slept like a pig.
Today:
woke up to the sound of Tsuna Awakens played by my brother. Knew at once todays piano was in the morning. Sigh!~ No beauty sleep alr. Woke up dazing, brush teeth, changed, sneaked theory book. Did the remainder of it. Then went for piano after my bro. not good. Cher scolded and scolded.I was immune to it alr. Then , after gruelling session of piano. I sat down on the sofa and read to kill a mockingbird. Then, my dad said, even if u nvr exceed this month's sms, if u nvr PASS ur theory exam. I wont give u the samsung preston. I gave him attitude, kept quiet when he ask me questions. I realise if i just answered, none of the following would have happened. He saw me not answering.
1) he said alot and alot of hurtful words, causing me to cry and then i kept on reading the same sentence all over and over again.
2)He grabbed me by the shoulder, dragged me across the floor, flung me against the wall.
3)He smacked me again and again. Pinched me till there's bruises on my arms.
I was so traumatised. I couldnt breathe. I cried and cried and cried, i cowed against the wall. He grabbed my foot and dragged me across the floor. If he was more angry, i bet he would bash my head against the floor. i am considered lucky alr. Then, i at on the sofa, and i cried till i almost couldnt breathe properly. The sobs wrecked my whole body. Actually, i posted a post on this incident, wiith a lot oif vulgarities cos i was pissed at tht time. but my mom saw it and forced me to delete it. So, i am blogging properly now. Then, he on the vacuum cleaner and vacuumed the whole house. I think he was trying to block out my sobs. Sometimes, when he found my sobs too loud, he stopped the vacuum and screamed and shouted at me. I was so traumatised and shocked that i couldnt stop sobbing. When i finally stopped, my eyes were so puffy and red. The cushion was wet with my tears, my face was glazed with tears. I was like so damn shocked. I avoided his gaze whenevr i could after that. My dad saw the earlier post before i deletd cos my mom showed him. he came out and i think i hurt him. God life's sooo unfair... whatevr. I dun care alr. SO what if its just a careless mistake? Do u know how hard im trying to ignore the ppl in my school and how hard i am trying not to think suicidal??? do u know i single thing in my life that i nvr show??? if u don't then dun anyhow say im not putting in effort at all ok!!!!! I am not scolding u, i am just expressing my feelings. Isnt that what a blog is for? then, tell me wrong, what is a blog for??? whatwve, my arms really sore from the bruising now. So, i gotta go now. Goodnight to thw whole world!!! Kylie will try not to be emo okay?
kaykay
gdnight!
Kylie
P.S Its not the end of the whole thing, Gosh my arm is damn sore..
TBC:]