Im crying while writing this post. Just now, when i reached home, i wanted to copy the chinese compre test answers frm my chi teacher's blog. Then i sun bian went to Facebook, to check luh... Then, my STUPID  IDIOTIC ASSHOLE IRRITATING SUCKER, ANNOYING BROTHER, went to tell my FATHER. END UP  HE SCOLD ME..!?@#! say what if u want to go facebook, can, u get all A for me. I was like??? I somehow that moment  feel that i wasn't born in this family. My cousin and my BROTHER gangs up on me ALMOST every single DAY! I am like very sad, pissed, confused now... My father dint get the whole story, then just scold me for shouting at my BROTHER. I tell u i tolerare for VERY LONG alr ok!!! He, everyday also give me attitude. Then, my cousin follow, i send her how many songs, how many times i lend her my phone!? NOw, she give me attitude, went i want to borrow her phone, she say cannot, send song? CANNOT. Like got what guilty conscience liddat. I REALLY HATEHATEHATEHATEHAtEHATEATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE my family and my cousin. REALLY! They dun understand me at all!!!!!! All they know is how to nag when i got bad results. Scold when my phone bill burst. There's no caee and concern on wht happens in school, what are my feelings. I really hate it. Please, jUST STOP ALL THIS. U WANT TO SHOW ME ATTITUDE? FINE!!!!! u WANT TO SCOLD ME?? FINE!!!!!! DO WHATEVR U WANT! iDUNCARE ALREADY. SINCE IM NOT EVEN BORN IN THIS FAMILY ANYWAY. ALL U CARE ABT IS MY RESULTS. NVR ONCE CARED ABT MY FEELINGS...WHAT IS THIS? U THINK I ROBOT IS IT?
I TELL U, I AM A HUMAN! I GOT FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T

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